Wednesday, October 03, 2007

being an allstar curler

Is it rewarding to be a world class curler if you think curling is the lamest sport ever invented.

I sell ideas, to be more exact I close business partnerships for web a based software company, people seem to think I'm really good at it. I have a job which my age would dictate should be out of my reach. I am considered a rock star within the company I work for, a rising star. I spend my days on the phone with many of the present and future movers and shakers in the Valley, yet I feel entirely unchallenged. I am constantly bored, I find myself reading the news, political blogs one in particular Wonkette because of the sarcasm particularly entertains me. I will use this space to post, to confess, to share my abject boredom because I cant share with people I know. Because I have attained what those around me covet it seems to ungracious to even hint that I am unhappy. My dream is to walk away from all of this and do something reckless, join the military, work in politics, build latrines in the 3rd world. I yearn to busy myself with things that make an immediate tangible impact on reality. Even if it is a small impact. I cant escape the nagging feeling that I am wasting my gifts, even when I am succeeding at my profession. This is only the beginning of my introduction. I need to go to bed because even though I couldn't care less about the 3 scheduled calls I have tomorrow morning everyone else does and for some reason thats enough to keep me from calling in sick.

1 comment:

Megan said...

TNA-

Hey, so, the blog has to go invite only. Too much vitriol for me today to continue opening my actual life to people who gets their rocks off debating how ugly I am in poll form. Email me for an invite, if you'd like one. Sorry.

-M